mushy

so the end of the semester is quickly approaching. but that is not what i want to talk about.

Today is Kevin and my 6 month anniversary. It truly is a mile stone for us. I have never had a relationship that has lasted this long. Normally I would be so bored by this point, or not in love with the person anymore. But I still want to see Kevin. I am so exited to come home to just be with him. He is so funny and smart. He makes me smile when we are together.
I was thinking back to our first date this summer. A lot as changed since then! We started dating when I am the most relaxed. Yes I work a lot but it's not the same as during the school year. When I'm at school, I am running around trying to get so much stuff done and getting ready for juries that I barely have time to think. I say, if he made it through a semester with me, and still likes me, than he must be a keeper. We have made it through the transitional period, but now I'm a little worried since I wont get to see him that often over break.

I never thought I would be so attached to someone that I don't want to go a day without them. I am a very independent person. I could go days without seeing anyone and be totally fine. In fact, during the summer that's what I tend to do. If it hadn't been for Kevin, I probably would not have come down to Vermillion at all this past summer and every time I hung out with other friends it was because they texted me. I was like this a lot in high school. My mom thinks I'm ashamed of her and that's why I never invite people over. Honestly, I'm just fine on my own. But now that I have Kevin, I don't have to be. I love spending time with him.

Kevin I LLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't wait for you to meet the rest of my family;)
time for rehearsal...
later