This blog is of no importance to anyone who follows it but I can't sleep so I'm going to write.

I was thinking tonight about how thankful I am to have Kevin. (This is why some of you can stop reading.) I have had such bad luck with men. My first kiss didn't happen until I was almost 16 and the next week the guy ignored me at school and then dated one of my best friends. He was later charged with sexual assault by one of my other friends. My first real boyfriend was a drunk college drop out who worked at Lewis full time and cheated on me. Another guy, who I wasn't dating, got me to kiss him and then got back together with his ex-girlfriend less than four days later. I'm the kind of person who puts my whole heart into everything so for these guys, and others who have not been mentioned, to screw me over I was hurt. At the end of last year I was ready to give up on men altogether because none of them seemed to be able to care about me. And then Kevin came along. He was nice and sweet. He cared and is still caring. We can be having the most random conversations and still be having fun. I love him so much and I wish I could show him how much he truly means to me. I can't imagine life without him:)

Well I guess that's it since I'm tired again.
Later
Ash